Fusion Progress

I’ve been practicing Fusion 1 for about 2 years, Fusion 2 for about 12 months, and Fusion 3 for about 2 months.

For the last six months I have been finding Fusion 1 tougher and tougher.

It started getting tougher in December 2013.

I was charging away in November, my pearl was so damn bright and powerful I’d open my eyes on occasion to make sure it was not lighting up the room! 🙂

I had great flows of energy streaming from the organs when fusing energies, and the MCO cycles were utter bliss…

Then, when December came along I was hit with such huge fatigue I found it very difficult to practice. I found it hard to sit up during practice.

So I started doing the practice laying down, which was ok at first, but my energy got too settled, so I came back to the sitting posture (half lotus).

Since then I’ve readopted a stool sitting practice for the Fusions.

Fusion 2 is very strong, and Fusion 3 is powering along.

But when I do Fusion 1, i’m not falling asleep, but find it very tough to produce the same glowing powerful pearl.

My inner smile is not nearly as powerful as it was either.

Yet, the feelings in Fusion 2&3 are very strong.

(this is all mantak chia’s versions of the work)

Do people find that Fusion 1 loses its potency over time as we work our way up through the spiral of practices – through the fusions up to K&L?

Or has my practice of Fusion 1 dipped into a dormancy due to my laying down practice.

I’ve also been experiencing a lot of flatulence in the Fusion 1 practice at various stages – like when collecting at the water collection point (blue sphere) – when the energy collects. Perhaps I’m leaking too much energy?

I’m happy with the progression I’m making, but wondering why Fusion 1 has lost its power. The power to fuse and recycle negative emotions seemed to have waned with it to a fair degree.

I added more rooting practice and pascking process breathing (Iron Shirt 1) which helped nicely for a while…