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Thanks everyone, I really appreciate your time and thought.

Michael your advice has been so helpful. Your perception is deep. I think your right the issue may be a psychic one. Coming to terms with these influences is a challenge for me.

“a contraction of the kidney spirit that is frozen in a past dream, so you cannot stay neutral in the present”

This is difficult for me to understand, could you please explain it more simply for me.

Part of my issue is that, all my friends who are in their 20’s are quite promiscuous. I have been living in Japan which is quite a promiscuous society.It is very stimulating here and there are many beautiful girls. There is a pressure from friends to have been with many women. I often think, but never say “but can you please one lover well”. I don’t think my friends care about that. I have a one teacher who is old (84) who practices the Tao he recommended that I don’t be too committed as in marriage yet. His telepathy is quite strong. He can read a lot of signs.

I am quite sensitive and shy inside. When I first learnt to hold and reverse, I felt tremendous energy and sexual confidence, almost wild and uncontrollable. Now I am very careful but feel that I may not have been with many partners before marriage. This may be my ego striving though. I have always been honest with my girlfriends and explain what I practice. It has taken them a little time to get used it. My friend said to me today that knowing something requires responibilty. Not that I know, I still have so much more to learn. Maybe responsibilty is an issue for me.
In a one night stand (which most of the people around me do) I cannot explain things carefully, about energy.

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