Nnonnth

This:

>>the difference is not jews vs goim but honest decent courageous independent lonely bums versus brain washed dumb fuck masses ruled by a few nasty scoundrels<<

Is precisely my point which you appear to agree with. (sigh) see post to Freeform earlier NN

>>however it is my experience that most jews will stick together and defend israel no matter what. you must know damn well that’s true.<<

I am claiming, from direct experience of my Jewish family, the exact opposite. Produce your evidence please. NN

>>in the hope that we can integrate the fragments ‘in here’ that resemble the ones ‘out there’?<<

It's possible I suppose. But it doesn't work for me. The catharsis is never reached, the point of constructive dialogue is never found. The draw I feel towards this place is much more like an addiction than anything positive. The desire to be…[Read more]

>>it’s weird innit? on one level you want a discussion/argument on another level just simple agreement<<

… but it just makes me more and more puzzled.

Since this whole discussion is about the dangers of unbounded disagreement and the resulting lives lost, one would assume that disagreement would be the problem.

However, whether…[Read more]

That really pisses me off. NN

>>You react angry because you feel like a ‘Jew’ yet you say you are ‘human’ so what is the problem? If you feel ‘HUMAN’ it doesn’t matter what race/religion you are, so you don’t need to re-act angry.<<

look –

The reason I left this forum is because when people agree with each other here they seem nevertheless to choose to go on arguing.…[Read more]

>>At least that is my very personal take on life on planet earth… <<

… none of which has anything to do with what i wrote. Never mind, you've reminded me why I left this forum j

Drawn back here like a fly to shit…

;-}

OK.

The skinny: I’m Jewish and spiritually searching constantly. Some things work for me and some don’t… I’m trying out some Winn methods now. I use magic and also kundalini meditation – but there are constant issues, difficulties, some of them what Michael calls ‘ancestral’.

Now my point:…[Read more]

>>How does sitting there and reciting a mantra accomplish the jing to qi translation better than literally steaming your sperm?<>Good day mate!<<

NN

>>koans, matras, and empty meditations have very minimal effects on jing, qi, and shen<<

I have to tell you mate, on this one you are just plain wrong. NN

>>The formulas should be able to respond to any aspect of life<<

I understand but not exactly what I was saying… however. NN

Addiction to present physical moment was a risk you were presented as running. Discounting importance of physical present moment was a risk I was presented as running. (some time back). NN

Michael –

>>So there is a danger of excessive focus on physical present moment, as you can then suppress the present moment experience of your subtle bodies.<<

It appears then that Fajin + I have opposite problems! The risk you told me I was running was the exact opposite.

NN

However much one consciously knows what one is doing, there is something that one does not know and must wait to receive. ‘Seeking’.

At the point where what one knows and what one does not know is the same – there is ‘wu wei’.

To let go one must first be very disciplined in attaining what one will let go.

There is no division of…[Read more]

>>usually only the symptom that is aggravating you consicously is released, and underlying patterns may remain<>It’s hard to release a pattern at the same level at which it was created.<<

It's impossible. You must be able to see the building from outside. Then you can redesign it as opposed to simply marching around it.

("The significant…[Read more]

>>besides I’m sure you’ll reappear sometime again.<>If I was related to you, who would I be?<>I myself havent had any such experiences as you (with the ex-black magician)<>I can take a pseudo-scientific view, you can take a metaphisical view – but in the end we’d just be making up stories, right?<>so I listen into their converstaions try this or…[Read more]

>>Glenn Morris described it ‘treson’ of universal proportion<>Times change.<<

At last!

NN

Was thinking over my experiences, went way back and came up with this. I think it’s instructive on the difference between your ‘science is practical’ viewpoint and my ‘metaphysics are practical’ one.

This would be, I think, 4 years ago.

I had been sending out a kind of call for help. I suddenly became ill – fever. For two days I did nothing…[Read more]

NICE. NN

>>>>Have you ever been on the loo and uncorked a big one, and experienced the shock as the loo water splashes back up and hits you in the arse?<<

yes! – in fact I tend to throw a sheet of toilet paper in beore I start to 'uncork' – to stop that from ever happening again.<>>>There are two answers to this Freeform. The polite one is:…[Read more]