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Thanks for the nice reminder of what flying dreams feel like – I haven’t had any recently, but the tentativeness of them felt just like you described. Though, once I could fly, I really soared!

Steven-

Thanks for sharing that story. I wasn’t expecting it to turn out that way! Did you try to get help with the problem? A TCM person might be able to help with the energetic issue underlying the intestines. Michael also does work with his students (at a distance too, I believe). A Shamanic healer might be helpful. Someone who does visceral…[Read more]

Steven wrote: “I can relate to some of your experiences. I was also small and sickly as a child, wore those rigid shoes, and also became intellectually oriented. Hmm, I wouldn’t be entirely surprised if that is a common theme amongst us here!”

Chris adds: I was fat and sickly, wore rigid shoes, was first a trouble-maker and then became an…[Read more]

Jason said: “…the only thing you have to do is keep neutral relaxed and centred”.

Chris replies: ONLY?!

Chris elaborates: I totally agree with you that the goal is to be neutral. And, some parts don’t need words, and just an energetic recognition to my consciousness. But, many parts that give me trouble have been silenced or are even…[Read more]

I find the primordial more organic and subtly powerful, and the Deep Healing as more synthetic and noticeably powerful.

I prefer the organacism of the primordial, but the Deep Healing is a nice intro to the kan and li process. So, I definetly suggest you try out the Deep Healing.

I was just loving your descriptions of your process until I got to your inclusion of the Core Transformations step of: “experiencing this now, what do you want for me *that is even more important than this*?”

My heart got hard and my eyes got sad and I reflected on the word “important” and found…being abandoned by my father. My father was a…[Read more]

Glad to hear that you are into Focusing. I am not sure if you were around when I criticized NLP (something I know that you are very into) for being too false yang. Indeed, I find “Core Transformations” (which I did alot for around a year) to be subtly false yang/controlling, by only asking “what would be better than that?”

When I started back…[Read more]

I focused on the feelings a bit yesterday, and found that the energy matched my father. He did spank me and yank on my ears, but I don’t think he ever hit me on the back. When I focused on the feeling more, I realized it was energetic attacks that he used to make on me when I was older and he couldn’t hit me.

My father has been dead for 10…[Read more]

Thanks for your concern, but I am not frustrated. My blending of Fusion and Alchemy allows me delve into any emotion and find gold. I do not have to wait to feel good to do my alchemy, because everything is open. I explore the parts of me that have worked so hard at some time in my past, and have now become outcasts. I accept them and help them,…[Read more]

Bob,

I find Fusion 1 quite forceful. Indeed, I find all of the formulae I have learned (I’m at Sun-Moon alchemy) to be too yang for me in most cases. I have developed a much more yin approach that doesn’t involve me so much doing the formulae, but listening to my body and asking what it wants. I have developed this approach by combining the…[Read more]

Good idea! I always find the roar of the engines somewhat scary, but vibrating the roar in the LTT should make it a very different experience.

Also, I always found the connecting to the center of the Earth while flying, like trying to catch a greased pig while hopping. But, “imagining” myself in the Earth (much like someone elses suggestion to…[Read more]

Hi Steven,

Durn, I forgot that you have to register with soundpedia.com to be able to hear songs. Since I don’t live in the US, I can’t use Pandora.com at home, and so enjoy exploring some artists on soundpedia.com

Interesting that you found the clip so sad, as I find the song very beautiful and comforting — a case of “been down so long, it…[Read more]

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Wow, you sound alive! Such a shift from the Barry who wandered, did yin yoga and cried alot….

Glad to hear you are having so much companionship: in the kitchen, with forum members, and with fleeting female flirtings!

I’m looking forward to hearing your stories.

Chris

Steven, Dog, Michael, Damon, Barry

Damon, Dog, Michael, Steven, Barry (who certainly does look younger than I expected!)

Great to hear such great stories of the energy at Heavenly Mtn!

Some similar themese were touched on in the thread (I so wittily entitled) “Wendy and the womb with a view”. If you haven’t looked through it, you might want to from this family perspective.

In any case, working with family memories (and other memories) is essential and very rich with emotions and energies.

Our past can certainly be changed.…[Read more]