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what you mean counting nine there? where there?
what is ogdoadic, my babelfish translation program does not know that word (remember English is not my native tongue)

As for the exact explanations you are asking the wrong person.

I always get confirmations afterwards, so I keep everything open, never ask why but let it arise and…[Read more]

”Help out without sacrificing your own balance”

”weighing the needs of ‘me’ versus ‘you’, where we’re all swimming in the same pond, and if one goes down, drowning in dark, poisonous despair, the whole pond is leeched of some light. ”

Really nice Simon, thanks for this and thanks for sharing your story….

Indeed Max, through my open question on this forum, I made a deduction from a material laptop to the real reason of my question…

How much water did I poor into the wine in the past to fit something that was not in resonance with my own heart. How much did I compromise not listening to my inner voice…. stretching it open to womanhood in…[Read more]

Thank you all for your feedback and thoughts…the internal deduction is made and I am able to see my motivations and actions:reactions more clear now, thanks!

Yes we are our own creators, yet we ALL together are creators, and how we ‘play’ with each other has effect on the big picture.

I took time yesterday to let this all blend in and feel what is best for all players involved, what makes me happy when she is happy and vice versa.

What she mirrors is a woman who wants a better life, for herself…[Read more]

”I think you want both to go to the workshop and to provide things for your Mongolian friend”

Exactly, I opened the doorway for both of us… why choosing, there is plenty of everything in this universe…
my main feeling and concern is that she will be united with her daughters after 7 long months, and I consider giving her a free shopping…[Read more]

It is not a material/physical question, more a spiritual one… what serves who best… I know I gave her a lot, in fact I gave her the possibility to be somebody, not another refugee but a human being, she is honored for her work and her personality both with money and respect.

Why I did it and why I would do it:
1. I honor her courage to…[Read more]

Exactly, you are the type of man I feared she would end up with if she had no help and no money.

Reason number one to give her the money … thank you

For Intelligence: so many questions, so little answers:

1.’All day I think about it, then at night I say it.
Where did I come from, and what am I supposed to be doing?
I have no idea.
My soul is from elsewhere, I’m sure of that, and I intend to end up there.

This drunkenness began in some other tavern.
When I get back around to that…[Read more]

I consider telling it anyway, before some minds start to fantasize about it…

Sometimes, before we start having sex, I want to squeeze his nipples very hard, no it is not a kinky thing… I sense it as a physical way of breaking through his armoured heart. If I sqeeuze hard it is obviously painful, pain is for some people a way to ‘feel’,…[Read more]

Contrary Chris, keep squeezing your nipples softly during the organ practice, it might surprise you…will help to open up your heart, do not ‘counteract’ but let them act together

Some things I am not willing to explain on this forum, you can ask my partner what I do with his nipples …. ask me in Glastonbury in September :))

I am off to…[Read more]

You absolutely remind me of the boyfriend (19y) of my oldest daughter (16y). The guy is super-intelligent, beyond the standard IQ tests and he claimes there is nothing more to learn for him. He skipped three classes in school at once and is already teaching to people much older than himself, writing books, writing theaterplays, writing scripts for…[Read more]

If I had an answer to that I would be the next visionair claiming something, so I do not. I trust that when time comes I will be informed somehow, that my intuition will be attuned enough to take the appropriate action. That is why I train myself in ‘listening’ to the symbols and signals that are surrounding us.
Everything we need is outthere,…[Read more]

Makes perfect sense imho, I immediately relate it to my ‘flood’ visions, as they are a cleansing and cooling program of the planet, on a physical and/or on a spiritual level, cooling off the overheated minds and hearts of humankind.

Oh, you are truelly a Great Master…
You have the openness of thousands skies,
The humility of a working ant,

The intelligence of the Universe is working through you
and you show us the way, we humble servants, we blind dwarves of the innerworld,
we deaf creatures for we do not hear the magnificent sound of creation.

You seem to know,…[Read more]

No worry, you know me better 😉
Just adding one,
I am mixing, blending until it becomes sweet Ambrosia, and when ready I will drink the cup empty, the divine nectar of the immortal souls…

Gentleness flows everywhere where it finds a passage. Your nearness with your own sadness gives you the possibility to be close with the sadness of another person.
The nearness with your own anger gives you the courage to encounter the anger of another person without being caught by it. Mild open attention gives you space and warmth.

My tip to…[Read more]

If you are the sensible type like you are, you can eat chi easily.

When I am at retreats with fair amount of good chi 🙂 I don’t need food much or eat none at all, or often just little bit for the social part of it. Once back in the stream of normal life, the eating starts to become were I left it before a retreat.

When you arrange your…[Read more]

Barry, I just arrived home from Istanbul with a lot of impressions, this is the only posting I like to respond to very shortly for this moment.

As I am clearly related to Vega as the yin star, I see the North star/Pole star, as the yang star, as my twin brother, the complementary gate way.

As the stars are our step stone to Ultimate Love.…[Read more]

Last lines before leaving…

Last night again another very vivid dream about a tsunami/flood. Since years this is my ultimate horror. Since the tsunami in Asia I was released from this burden but helas there it is again…more vivid than before.

Last night I managed to control my fear and started to talk with it, asked questions.
No longer…[Read more]