wendy

my stomach was in shock of so much raw food at once…

I am doing better with Asian foods, stomach and belly is doing very well with that, I do not mind SOME raw foods though 😉

Chris and I went to a raw food restaurant nearby Toronto…man did I suffer afterwards, my stomach hurt badly and I felt sick for hours, like I had a rock in my belly…. It hurt so bad I no longer look forward to eat raw food like I did in that restaurant. The taste was surely good but my body was not happy with it.

Very nice Adel, thank you for sharing your experience.

Personal words touch always so much deeper because they come from a place of truth in you, which in return can touch and resonate with parts in the reader.

Sensed shared parts are like precious beautiful flowers, sharing them is sharing that beauty, so thank you for your openess.

What a wonderful essay to read on Christmas eve… it read like a wonderful poem… I have been resonating with it deeply, uplifting my heart and spirit. Realizing how precious my relationship with Chris is and feeling so grateful having found a partner that is equally looking for truth, through each other and with each other.

Living THIS life…[Read more]

Thank you all for your replies.

To clarify a bit without going too much into detail out of respect.
The victim that I am seeing (there are more) has ‘professional help’ in hospitals, but has no significant deep ‘healing’ there, other than ‘help’ her to get some better sleep.
The abuser/victim spent 7 years in prison for her ‘deeds’ without…[Read more]

Have a deep time with yourself and the Universe Steven. I hope you can find the bits and pieces you are looking for, or not 🙂 just being with what is….

much love for you during this turn-over of the year!
Wendy

This question came to me because of treatments I am doing on 3 female family members with very severe abuse. I have one of the victims and one of the abusers who was a victim herself in my practice plus another family member who is a sort of catalysator.

The question came how this ‘abuser who is abused herself’ will be able to ‘dissolve’ the…[Read more]

I will add my little thoughts in the mix as a scorpio.

In my previous past marriage I had a difficult time enjoying sex deeply because I felt no safety and no true heartful commitment, without this it just did not work for me. I could have orgasms without problems but my deeper self was never satisfied. So while my ex was convinced I had a good…[Read more]

I will add my little thoughts in the mix as a scorpio.

In my previous past marriage I had a difficult time enjoying sex deeply because I felt no safety and no true heartful commitment, without this it just did not work for me. I could have orgasms without problems but my deeper self was never satisfied. So while my ex was convinced I had a good…[Read more]

That makes us also very complicated beings for other people, especially our partners.
My philosophy in life is ‘ I do not rest until I hit the bottom’ and ‘ I need to understand the things behind the things’ just to say that we do not ‘tend’ to do things with intensity, we ARE intense.

For an Alchemist that is the right spirit, but in…[Read more]

I will be even clearer, the physical versions or prints of skin repulses me, I feel no connection with actual reptiles in the physical realm.

I do have an interesting desire to have something as a tattoo on my body but there is no ‘picture’ that is satisfying me and I am not skilled to create something myself, so I keep it is as a personal…[Read more]

Chinese and Native Indian is Snake, Western Scorpio, so no, I have no dragons in my known astrology

Yet I am in the astral reptile business, but I do not like any printing on clothes or things with reptile skins, I do not like actual snakes or reptiles, their eyes give me the creeps nor do I like dragon statues or things with dragon printing…[Read more]

Hi Steven,

Tarot is an wonderful initiation path, personally I am much more attracted to it than I Ching. Every card of the Tarot is like a painting with multiple layers.

Depending on your point in life different layers come to life, I like this dynamic aliveness so much better than I Ching. It has been one of my first loves in my spiritual…[Read more]

Sweed Confused Dragon 🙂

Whatever feelings are there those are the right feelings. You do not need to dig or dive any deeper than necessary. Whatever feeling is coming forward is the right one (I agree with Steven).

Sometimes when I am really gentle with myself, in a very loving sweet deep place within, I use softer colors, red becomes more…[Read more]

Dragons are just one of the many stepstones we can use, I happen to found an integrated pathway to them and them to me. Dragons I see as a manifested form that I can grasp, the Absolute I can not grasp because it can not be grasped.

‘We live in a universe permeated by powerful forces of intelligence, with extraordinary Deities everywhere,…[Read more]

You and I have clearly very different experiences.

I learned to ride their energy, I learned to dance with them, and that took time and deep inner reflection of many years, so I do not bend nor feel as a servant. My only past and potential ‘problems’ with them is coming from my own limitations!

I can access them on my terms and when I feel…[Read more]

I went without knowing what to say or do for the one hour class, but trusting that it would reveal and it did… as it is part of me, how can I not know what to do or say? It is my own ‘practice’ of having trust in myself, believe in myself, why preparing for something that I AM.

I will let you know …

What you don’t understand in your heart you can not understand completely
What you don’t live from your heart, your words are empty

~ Wendy

Hi Steven,

This was a one hour open class to give potential students a taste of what they can expect.
I programmed the ‘real’ class on 1 full day end of October to begin with, and when it feels good to me and them, we can schedule more of it if necessary

A sjaman teacher who had to teach in the same classroom as me the day after, noticed that there were still many dragons in the room.

Two women who saw me sitting in the student meeting room while I was waiting for a teachersmeeting to start, after the open class weekend, came over with a big smile, saying that the sjaman woman felt the dragons…[Read more]