wendy

BK, he is clearly speaking from his own experience, he sounds pretty poisoned. But forgive him please, it is not his fault he is so blunt, but the government.

You know in medieval times people with epileptic attacks were seen as messengers from god and were listened to. So who knows that behind all his ranting there might be some truth,…[Read more]

Oh, and… don’t get confused by the paradox of my postings

In the jokes of the jester, the words of the fool there might be some truth…

I have a tendancy to like paradoxes, they tempt me, they invite me to look better 🙂

Maybe we are talking about the same, and maybe I am expressing things just very differently, more bodily, or let me say, embodied, I don’t know…

To make clear there is NO DOUBT, not one in this body, that is not aware of the yuan you talk about, because it IS our natural state. But my aim is not that, since that is what we already have, it…[Read more]

Dear Bagua,

Working with Nei Gong also brings up deeper and deeper things; often I am in a good place but then I am hit with a next challenge, the next layer. And I know that game, and how it works, but also it keeps asking for more awareness, more attention, more trusting…especially trusting.

Last night in dream time I was in an elevator…[Read more]

Why is it that people seem to be so attracted to rush back to the Tao, denying there existance here? Is Life so disappointing? To give you an honest answer, YES. What is given to us and what we do with it and make of it is disappointing.

And YES I do have the tendancy to run away from it. Facing ‘reality’ with its pains and suffering wants to…[Read more]

Thank you for replying…

But is it not so that the new dawn is to be found in the heart?
Is it not so that we birth and rebirth and grow ourself by the power of the heart?

When a man comes inside a woman, his seed filled with love it feeds her heart? And in return the woman gives back multiplied? Instead of going in fear of losing, of loss…[Read more]

Very Nice Paolino, but you did not answer my fair questions.
Since you are a gentleman of a special kind (which I truly believe actually)
I would like to hear what you have to share about my ‘evil uterus’.
You would make me very happy, enlighten me…

It is interesting though why you get so many hits… my guess is that you are exposing a part of yourself that only few people dare to face within themselves… let even bring outward.
So I ponder, should I embrace you as in recognition of that part within myself or should I just ignore you and thus deny that part within me or maybe the best of…[Read more]

I tend to hold longer than just comfort, just before my body starts to tell me it really hurts.Yet while the tendons and muscles are pushed a bit, I focus on softening the inside, from the inside I try to soften the tendons and muscles, when I am no longer able to soften that, the excersise has no use to me any more, then it is powerplay. But I…[Read more]

That sounds really good! Enjoy 🙂

Dear Sly,
Possible not to your surprise I did find a solution to that too….

I mixed both, and named it
RELAX YOGA
I teach that as a perfect combination (for me) of hatha yoga and dao yin yoga, in my own way.
The rule in my teaching is: enjoy yet I want dedication during class, which comes very naturally, I never ask for it but there is…[Read more]

Oh and I have been trying many things to make it work, moving, breathing, sitting, dancing, singing, name it. Focusing on the individual centers is the closest I get, but then I reached a very real and deep feeling in these centers, these feelings are very physical not just energetically.
When my heart started to become alive, I was afraid I had…[Read more]

Haaa Sly, The Orbit… in the whole HT track my frustration and my quest since 16 years…
People with a yang body/energy have no to minor problems with the orbit.
Those with a yin body/energy seem to have major problems with it.
So I have been working my way through this of how to apply it.

For years my body and energy was too yin and I…[Read more]

Very honored to serve you and help you along with your practices…

How can smiling to yourself be ‘forbidden’?

It is the most easy and most profound way of loving yourself.
Who is forbidding you to love yourself?

You have to make a distinction between accepting and allowing the smile to arise and forcing with your mind on certain areas.

Again the difference between yin and yang practice. As you figured…[Read more]

It is called ‘inner smile’ so it might be confusing in the beginning where you have to learn to have an actual smile on your face (many people can’t smile inwardly), but gradually it is actually an ‘inner’ smile where your organs respond instantly on your inner ‘acknowledgment’ and ‘acceptance’, without any effort.
After some practice, all you do…[Read more]

I would suggest you build a portal in one of the spaces in your home. An energetic portal. One place where you sit/stand and hold space for earth to arise. Make it your personal earth portal, a tunnel into earth…
If you have enough space, put earth elements around your meditation place, stones, rocks, sticks and let them stay there as a mark…[Read more]

Inner smile is ALL about acceptance, allowing the true voice of the organ arise, but you do make space using the healing sounds. Through healing sounds you release the tension in the organs.

Inner smile is just THAT, you smile.

Whenever you smile from your heart you accept WHAT IS.

Wendy

Keep going Sly,

It is a journey to open up the communication with your organs to its very cells, its information of this life and ancestral lives, so it goes in circles, peeling off, meeting resistance, pain, sadness, anger of recent, past ‘this life’, past other lives, and who knows FUTURE life… since we live multidimensional we tend to…[Read more]

Drive safely on Earths pathways, may your inner and outer spirits guide you well!

Enjoy your journey
Wendy