Christian Guilt

Here’s a question … are the old ways best and necessary, or are we actually able to be more evolved and dispense with all that old stuff ?

I remember being in an Osho ashram and a woman was coming on to me, she wanted to have sex with me, playfully she revealed what she was thinking.  I suppose she wanted to “explore” herself.  But I looked her in the eyes and asked her “why ?”.  Did she even know me, did she want to, or was I simply an object to be made use of ?

That wiped the smile off her face.

And if we had had sex, who would be having sex with me ?  Her ?  Or her ego ?  Or her dream ?  Or her new age philosophy ?

In the UK God has largely been thrown in the bin.  Are people happy now ?   Are they going anywhere ?   Do they live noble lives ?  Do they achieve anything ?

Not really, I can’t see anything.  They seem obsessed with their doctors, house prices, pensions, immigrants.

There is not even the slightest clue of a “higher goal”.   Is there any art or music to speak of?  No.

Nothing, it a desert of relatively wealthy people dithering about waiting until they die.

When God is dead, so are you it would seem.

Perhaps a great shock is required to wake people up, and one conveyor of that shock is guilt and conscience.

Are we able to “snap out of it” and awaken right now ?   it’s a nice thought, but I see no evidence of it ?

In India, ancient pilgrimmage places are charging 35 US DOLLARS a night.  It seems capitalism is destroying Indian spirituality as well.

Perhaps I pay too much attention to the world.
Perhaps if I just ascend I can forget about the monkey people.

Are we evolving, or devolving ?

Is sex yoga really about anything except an unreal fantasy, repression and materialism ?What is it these people really want, isn’t it some sort of mass gyrating orgy orgasm ?
Okay, well why bother with the yoga ?
Perhaps the yoga is included to delay the disappointment.