long time no see….. I miss this place..

I just got out of basic training, and have begun EMT and combat medic training.
what’s really cool about THAT is it has been… 3 months or so, around a 100 days, that I have not ejaculated.
I dont know if that means anything becuase I have not been successful at keeping up the practice.

does anyone know anything about that gold powder stuff.. those mineral formulas that are said to lead to kundalini arousement? the website was posted on this forum a long, long time ago, but I hope someone still remembers or knows what I am talking about.

now that I am making money, I can afford to experiment, and buy nice shit. I’d be lying if I said eckhart tolle CD’s and good spiritual texts didnt help me along, you know. I really need th emotivation and the inspiration to pick up the practice… I feel like I am starting all the back at day zero.. like a body-builder who has lost all his muscle and wants to pick it all up again. fortunately I have alot of experience, eh?

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